Would i

I wouldn't love to hate; yet hatred loves me

I wouldn't hate to love; yet romance hates me

I wouldn't need a buddy;yet loneliness need a friend

Dr.M

Dr. Mahathir tells Malays to reject the borderless world.

" it implies telling Malays that they should oppose to sign the FTAs ( Free Trade Agreement)

"Here is an argument i found on the paper on the star blog by 'super_structure' "

Aren’t Singapore too a multiracial country where the government still give certain privileges to the Malays back there? The only thing with them is that they practice meritocracy and here we practice supremacy and favoritism. We have seen enough of these such as the “sympathy marks syndrome” given to genuine losers as well “apartheid” education policies where certain universities are meant exclusively for certain race so that the “sympathy marks syndrome” could continue. Need I say further?

If we have to talk about “siege mentality” and on the other hand reiterate to blindly favor & help each individual of a particular race in the name of “weak & mundur” then I think its like keeping the others in the dark feeding them nothing but pure bullsh*@ over the last few decades.

Poverty is not exclusivity for the Malays in this world as there are many out there who have similar fates and to use this as an excuse as to please the Malays for political mileage sounds disgusting. He should stop talking and get into doing a research on what went wrong in elevating the Malays if they are as backward as what he claims rather then harping on the same issues day in day out. Divide & rule, cronyism, nepotism, corruption, favoritism, supremacy, religious extremism, racial profiling and it continues…….it was part of the game for all these years.

“I am not saying that we shouldn’t sign FTAs,” said Dr Mahathir. “But we must reject clauses that will put us at the losing end.”

Without political power, the Malays would be marginalised just like the Red Indians in United States, Aborigines in Australia and Maoris in New Zealand, he said.

Dr Mahathir said there seemed to be attempts to sponsor puppet leaders to facilitate the implementation of policies that were beneficial to the Western powers.

Stand tall if you are feeling small,

Pound to pound lets go its time to lift the shit Up

Put your shoulders high now right to the roof Top

Pad your seats now straight to the sound pop

Poke the eyes out cry no more to your PaPa.

So when i say Shut you say The fuck now

Nobody's gonna bring you down

So when i say Shut you say The fuck now

Ain't nobody's gonna get you down

So when i say Shut you say The fuck now

You better stand tall or i'll break you down.

Its building now.

The ghost inside is getting stronger now

You don't need a big arm to protect yourself

Keep your ears up tonight you're the elf

No one tonight will lock you in the cell

So when i say Shut you know what to yell

Nobody's gonna bring you down

So when i say Shut you know what to yell

Ain't nobody's gonna get you down

So when i say Shut you know what to yell

You better stand tall or ill break you down

So when they spit you know what to yell.

The perfect same ear.

it might looks lame, but its something that not much people have noticed. Me and my dad have the same look of ears.

zzzzzzzzz.

Essay- The world is replete with violence.

Warning: the reading of this essay might cause lightheaded,dizziness and grumpy due to the size of the font.

"... terror is not a moral response to the act of terror that it is subject to and killing innocent people is not a moral response to the deaths of innocent people."

CRAZY DREAM

As i mentioned months ago that i really want to go to Afghanistan, one of the most dangerous place in the world. Well today i was searching through NewYorkTimes and found a couple of really interesting pictures of it.

Today, not much has changed in this undeveloped part of the world, and its communities continue to live isolated from Kabul or Islamabad. The millions of development dollars spent since the start of the war are seen only as the plane starts making its descent toward the Afghan capital. Suddenly the bare mountain ranges and isolated villages transform into an oasis of densely packed building structures and newly paved avenues that go on for miles. Not far in the distance, the lawless mountains that surround Kabul serve as a constant reminder of how fragile the situation remains in this war-torn country. - NYT OCTOBER 13TH

Diary.

I should not break my own heart. But i can't stop this from building up inside of me.

Tribute to a bruised heart.

What you had been writing has inspired my pain

Guess all the words just too magical to open up my can

All the memories ive been tryin too hard not to retain

but i can't,

To put it behind my head do it like a snap

Can't walk back neither can i ever step

Im stuck in between runnin' this fucking lap.

Her beauty clashed and knocked me black aback

Stun me off to drop the plate-rack

Paved the way im no longer a sad-sack

Space got so small yet i felt ever wanna stay

Till one day,

We hang around sitting in the starbucks

Heart pumped so hard like a moving truck

Plucked my little finger things were gettin' hot

Till one minute sweetness all got locked-

The fuck down as her ex came over and spitted shit

Before i could get the picture he pulled her over and just leave

Then is the moment i regret till this hour and eve

It feels like i wasn't made as a man to react and weave

*if 'you' are reading this and feel uncomfortable with your pic in my blog, please do let me know and ill have it removed

Pull-in

In the note i posted in february ' Pull-Out' http://sidesee.blogspot.com/2009/02/pullout.html

I mentioned, president Barack Obama is bringing home its troops after 6 years American young men crossed

the border to topple down Saddam Hussein.

At today's news, titled ' The distance between" 'We must' and ' We can' " It was noted that United States

might send over 40,000 more troops as the commanding general there, Gen. Stanley A. McChrystal, has reportedly proposed.

Barack Obama also described the effort in Afghanistan as

"a war of necessity"

What intrigued me enough is this paragraph.

The idea that American foreign policy must be founded upon a prudent recognition of the country’s capacities and limits, rather than its hopes and wishes, gained currency after World War II, possibly the last unequivocally necessary war in American history. At the war’s end, of course, the global pre-eminence of the United States was beyond question. But Mr. Kennan, Mr. Niebuhr, Hans Morgenthau and others tried to imbue their sometimes-grandiose fellow-citizens with a rueful awareness of the intransigence of things.

In fact, at the end of the article turned out to be quite convincing stating how it means of a war

of necessity

it is over the land of dust,

and set the distinction, differentiated 'What we must' and 'What we can'

7 in the sunday morning.

A joker's nightmare is to get people offended. An offender's nightmare is to get people laugh.

No offense ; No joke.

p.s/ the cake does look lovely! chill & cheer

An amazing actress.

The girl next door or the evil cute girl. She portrayed it in almost perfection. 17, and hotter than the sun already. Natalli, Singapore.

RedDot,

Here's a brewhouse/bar that pretty much turned up to be one of my favorite.

Been there once, tried out 4 outta 6 different icy beers, won the bingo game with the jazz band. So here are just a little brief introductions.
"the beer that you drink here is unfiltered and unprocessed (straight from the tap), and thus retains all the yeast content, original favour, and unique aroma. Each beer is a delicate composition of ingredients. and the product of Ernest's decade long homebrewing experiences."

-Czech Pilsner

-Monster Green Lager

-RedDot Lime Wheat

-Weizen

-English Ale

-Summer Ale